Every night I pray for you and for your health and your safety. Every morning I pray for our family and the changes that I can't wait to experience when you come join us.
Right now you are just a thought and the sleepless nights and constant motherly worry feels forever away. You are my hope, my wish, my greatest prayer, and the one thing I can't have. We have been ready for you to come to us, but you are not ready yet. You will come in God's time, not ours, and I pray for God to prepare my heart for you at His right time.
All of this waiting has caused me to fall more and more in love with your Daddy. Casey is a wonderful man, full of love, patience, and kindness. I watch him on Sunday mornings when he volunteers as a Kindergarten teacher and mu heart burst thinking of what an incredible father he will be. I can't think of you without thinking of how much I love him. Over the years we have been together our love has grown in ways I never imagined and it overwhelms me to think how much more it will grow in a lifetime of loving.
It amazes me how lucky I am, and I know that you will be such a blessing to our family. Whether you come to use through pregnancy or adoption I know that you will be the perfect expression of us and our love. You will be us - made from our true, unconditional, everlasting, mad love. You will be our new love that will be unlike any other love I have ever known.
Until the day you come, I will pray for you and I will love you, just as I will do every day of my life after your glorious arrival.
Loving you already,